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.Tuesday, April 6@8:39 AM.

okay Like whoa. i'm so surprised.. it can't be true, how can i Like survive without blogging for months. geez, am i that so addicted to bookface. gosh.

and now.. my cousins are here.. so i should continue with my melodramatic life a few hours later..

teehee.. see you later





.Friday, January 29@6:54 PM.

woots.
im in love with yesterday and today

.crap, im so damn happy.. gah. so today was personnel's day in school. and it was.. damn.. ii la la la love it ..
kay.. here's a newsflash bout today..woke upp at 5am. and then can't seem to open my eyes.. whaha. and then normal timetable at home..which is to shower , get dressed and so on. reached school, with a small bag that has nonsence things inside, " shouldn't have brought any things rather than bringing useless stuffs.." --> that's what
mina and arjane told me. :p kay so continue. after homeroom which is for me the " do your own thing in class " portion .. it was our friday mass, today only grade 5 to 4th year high school went to school. so during mass, was taking care of our teacher's daughter , jelai. she is so cute. crap. but then she's so.. so.. how to say that.. ermm. nvm. skip na. t'was the start of the program..it was ..GREAT as in GREAT .

SUPERB ! SHiT .


\ PERFECT / ^.^
afterwards went home. then ' gala mode ' as in go out of the house to walk around the neighbourhood..
whoa kay. that sentence remind me of barney the dinosaur. ahhaha.
kay so was watching my frends tigger and pooh..
he was so adorable cause they had to help the purple elephant paint a purple bird house but they were short of colours.
then i forgot who bumped the colourse to spill and it started to mix.. they saw that red and yellow makes orange..so then tigger said..

Tigger : " uhrm.. okeyy, let's see blue mixed with... uhrm.. yellow.. makes.. uhh?? GREEN !

then pooh..

POOH:" let's see here, red and... red.. makes RED!! "

haha. for me it was cute. adorable !!!

ahe.
then i fell asleep so took a nap.. woke up..went to cousins place..
then now , just reached home.. boom. bloggong.

thanks for those who takes time to read my blog, my post !
love yous !! mwuapz.





.Wednesday, January 27@8:19 PM.

haiss ~~
im feeling so depressed right now, i just don't know why. it's like something i don't know is bugging me in. i have no idea of what i should feel right now..

neutral :

hmm. okay, the start of my day goes like this...

woke up when my alarm rang, so t'was at about 5:31 a.m. and then showered followed by getting dressed and going to school. t'was math day so there was a special program from grade 6 to high school.. so eversince i broke up with gemson, he wanted to get back together but i just kept on ignoring him when he goes to that topic but we're good friends for now.. so when i reached school he just reached school either so he asked me whether i brought my costume for our dance number for the program later so i did. and then i also brought my blue pink acoustic guitar for our history project presentation. so when i reached the classroom, went up to the hall to practise the dance during homeroom. and then so yeah.. skip .. normal timetable, gahh.. everyone thought that we were still together cause he was always following me.. so then
these past few days i've been oh so damn lonely cause of yeah.. singapore.. i meant fernvale, shit ! whenever i think about fernvale, my eyes go watery and so.. huhuhu :'-C

grr, today was one of those sad, happy, neutral, confusing day .. well most of my days are just like that.. i feel my tears falling down.. huhs..

FCUK iT.

crapp o crapp !

FVPS, why do i miss you soooo muchh ?





.Saturday, January 23@1:29 PM.

i'm..

bored...

okay..today was the last day of exams. glad. :D so, now im just waiting for 3.30 pm.
cause me, stephanie, chris and cherrie is going to the sports center.. whee. kay so..
apparently.. i broke up with gemson .. cause of something.. but still, im happy im no longer with that jerk :)
i realized that i was happier without him..way way happy.. so when i went to class today.. during homeroom..
something was written at the black board..it was saying.. tesa's baby, anastascia is missing.. and then there was a drawing of a rabbit teddy bear.. it was the rabbit teddy bear that gemson gave me which is now..still at my room.. and then below was written.. if found please contact dot dot dot.. and so my cellphone number was written over there.. gahh.. whoever wrote that will be punished.. i swear.. he/she'll be punished..by me. so then, i've been showing tantrums in school today..and then when i looked at my bag i saw the scrapbook from audrey, matilda and xuelin..and then i cried.. i swear i did. so then rox saw me.. and comforted me.. after a while when i went to the washroom..after i came out.. the guys kept on calling me, so i said why and then they pointed to the new transferee.. " tthe cute one " with adorable eyes.. so i asked them why.. they said he was asking for my number.. he's cute.. but then he;s still a stranger so i din't give it to him.. and then i chased zeht during homeroom again.. and then pulled his hair one by one :D it was ..

fun.. fun..

kay.. my post is too long.. will be posting daily soon..

xo.





.Tuesday, December 22@10:32 AM.

my gawd. its been a long time since i blogged once again. amppf. kinda board.hmm.
well, playing the guitar. and still am bored. what should i do. ? oh yeah. sprtsfest and christmas party was over. but now its soon to be christmas. gah. okay well.. been going out everyday cause im board. will be going out again later with dianne and so on. gotta go . short post today hm. well. really gotta go. buh bye. muacks.





.Saturday, December 5@8:13 PM.

Gah, so today is obviously saturday.. woke up at 5.30 a.m. went to school at 6.30.. and then started exams until 10.. afterwards, went to mcdonalds..and then went slide. harhar. and then superman was asking me whether he could play "dota"( somekind of game for the boys,he's addicted to it? gaha. ).. and so i said no.. so then he had been following me around mcdonalds..and then we went to my house.. gaha.. karaoke? roxanne, jianne, dhen and allyssa were crazy.. gaha. i was laughing the whole time just now.. and now smsing kem. :)) yehee.. haha. and superman.. woohoos..plus apple ^^ soundtrip :) now.. i'd like to blog again later.. cause ima gon' eat first.. muacks muacks. loveyous.





.Tuesday, December 1@6:29 PM.

gah..just went home from school..hmpf.. t'was early dismissal today..grr. kays..so today.. what were the things i did? oh yeah.. kay..so woke up late.. came to school.. during homeroom..superman kept on following me sayin' sorries..but i continued ignoring hm. gah.. but then talked it out.. and then math.. miss grace was not in school so mr eric sub-ed.. and then did seatworks.. gah.. and then msep was funney.. :P and then filipino.. fought with 'em again.. was crying at the last row.. garh.. cause of what kyle said bout' 'em.. hmpf.. so then lunch.. we came to peace.. and then fought again.. grr.. it was the fight where we, for a minute, broke up.. gash. and then peace again.. hahaha. it was an extremely odd day.. but what i liked about today was..ITS DECEMBER.. changing of seating arrangements.. garh.. okay we do it every month so why get excited..rights?? haha.. miss ofelia knows that me and superman is together.. but still she doesn't want us to sit together cause she's scared we might fight again..gah..but still im sitting close to him.. haha.. and beside apple..yays.!! so then what'd we do after that ei? oh ya.. clyde gave me his number, and then superman got jealous.. so eventually.. we're fighting again.. and then i saw kem. aftr that hanged out at cousin's house.. after that played games. haha. not games.. i mean fooled around.. haha. still not use to it cause im use to seeing hdb flats everywhere..but there ain't any here plus.. buildings and condominiums are way far.. near the cities..which is far from here.. gaha.. now.. smsing superman.. haha. topic is his hairstyle. haha.. so .. my msn wasn't working..so didn't get to chat to whomever is online. gahr. anyone.. miss u all. mwuah :)

^~tesa. 025.
SPORTSFEST SOON. SHIT.







Princess-Wanna-Be


tesa jian ♥
Im the kind of girl who has a smile on my face when everythings going wrong.
Im someone who tells myself that everythings gonna be alright, but cries myself to sleep.
Im one of those people who loves her friends more than her family.
I can't keep my own secrets. and I regret many things in life..
But still tries to live with it.
The number one rule of my life is to forgive and forget.
and my attitude are based on what i've been through in life
that's kinda hard to change. so please, just accept who i am.
cause no questions about me can be answered by yourself.
Thanks for visiting my blog. Enjoy and tag.
..with loves..
tesa jian ♥

Love Notes.


DayDreams



His love.
Grow Taller.
Overcome Sadness.
Passing Grades.
New Phone.
Move On.
Overcome Sensitivity.
Go back to Singapore.
Teddy Bear.
Mr Right.
Freedom.
to be continued..